today at around 3am this morning, i was trying to sit down again (after so many attempts all day long) and organize the papers i wanted to put in the girls' workboxes which i have setup right now in the closet at 8 workboxes for each of the girls. i just need a solid 1hour without intruptions so that my brain can follow a train of thought w/o having to get up to meet someone's physical needs. I had given Dh the task of fixing the globe I had gotten (i forget the name right now) where the battery connections were eaten away. after roughly 2-3 weeks, he got to it today at around 2:30am. I had just finished taking a shower. Just as I sat to work, he wanted me to find out where one of the universal AC adapters we had was. I asked him to check in certain places and went back to my task at hand. Then he wanted me to look for it right now. "Why was it not in its right place?", etc. Then after we came to some conclusion on it, he was thirsty and wanted me to make some carrot juice (Jack Lelan?? juicer)..I don't mind at all making juice when he wants...but at 3am when I am trying so darn hard to just have a peaceful moment to work...I snapped and for soem reason I decided at that moment I didn't want to homeschoo. I don't see how it can practically work with my personality and my husband's nonexistant support of any type... If he is taking care of the kids, he will keep tabs on how long he's been taking care of them. Now mind you, this still means if they need to go potty or need a diaper change, that is still my responsibility. Or if anyone needs any food, I have to stop whatever it is I am doing and meet their needs...
"Each of us shines in a different way but this doesn't make our light less bright "- Unknown
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